It's been almost 2 months to La Rochelle, i'm glad i finally find some kinda belongingness feeling here. Sometimes was thinking, the person like me, afraid of getting into a new place, because hardly fit suit myself into the new environment..but time by time i ran out of home since i started the first one....
Ended the life in uk wasn't easy, especially after i met him, the guy i found most important in my life after i fell in love with. Someday sometimes i have to admit, it was so stupid and silly, and yet i chose to love this way..because the dumbness brought out warmth and love in my heart, so perfectly.
oh yeah just cut my hair~

Used to live like, the connection between people was flexible, nothing lasts forever except family.
Previous experiences didn't really held me down, and it gave me courageous to move on.
Never felt this kinda love before, because couldn't bear to stop contact with this person after connected with..
The love might started wrongly, and unexpectedly last longer than i expected.
Something is still holding myself, when the reality tells it's time to release if i feel pain.
People, how could we move on when we find the correct one?
People, how could we stand still just to love correct one for only that moment?
People, are all the matters in the world have been set?
If its true, then i'm gonna thank God for all the situations he gave, i believe, things gonna work out as long as i tried. Even in this hardcore love, when it's time to release, no one could stop, and the contrary.
And when you realized after trying it still didn't work out, it means that's not belonged to you.
No matter what kinda complicated feelings appeared in my heart, i cried and cried, and at the end i still have to tell myself to stand up, to return to a normal one.
This is the world, its realistic and facts. You love you have emotions and you gonna work it out with the life.
This year was full, with sister, with friendship, and with him. So full that i don't care about the tears that i dropped, because whenever after i would make myself laugh harder to make sure that everything i've been through was worth. I'm gonna work harder, so that lindsay would start to enjoy her life, so that she could work out on things that she is interested, but not just earning money~
I'm gonna work harder, so that in the future could go travel again with probably lindsay and also Shen..he's growin up as well~and i bet 3 of us gonna enjoy our life so much.
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