A playboy, would definately sweet, gentle, polite. They attract your heart in that way. They are confident, smart and sometimes innocent. They make u feel safe whenever u're empty, they make u feel u're not the only one when they manage to catch ur sadness and loneliness. They even can catch what' re thinking and doing the thing that you wanted to.

Don't get lose when this kinda ppl approach u, because they don't eventually and instantly belong to u. They are just testing their attractiveness using the preys. They love women, they love to see them laughing and smiling because of them. But they don't like to see their tears, if u gonna fight with playboy u gonna hide all ur emotional feelings when u meet them, put on some neglect on them, they would move back to you for temporarily.

This kinda people, never thought that they are wrong, and they just claim that all the women love them. All of the women wanted to do so much on them, and claim that that's out of their control. And women in love, even though they know the playboy plays a lot of women, they still go for him. Unless you have the stone heart, unless u're very cold hearted, otherwise you might eventually fall into them deeply, even initially you thought and told yourself you just gonna have fun with them. 

Clever gals, learn up and play back! (if you could~)

she's coming oh she's comin so soon! only God knows my feeling now. and i'm preparin my luggage as well like what she doin over there, just to wait for the day we meet! I know she would be enjoying this whole trip, for this one and half month, she gets rid of the heavy workload, of her own business, of those relatives that we'll never join into, of her relationship man that sometimes cause a lil bit unhappy. She will no longer have the time to have a glance at her mail box, nor calling to report her location. Good for her,^.^

                                                    It's been so long, we never had picture together. This time ur arrival, we gonna make it double volume.

Went to watch "he's just not that into you" justnow, and realized, sometimes, somehow, a guy, wasn't really that into you, even when you thought he was really into you. In my world, great things have to be done when i was on the heat, when i was on the fire. If i didn't make it on time, i knew i'll never make it anymore. And again i knew, if i managed to make it that moment, i'll be regretting, on the crazy acts. I hated it when things turned into responsibilities, when love and care finally turned into burdens. I never wanted these into my life, that was why i never liked people to control me, to direct me how to live into a better way, into the way that they wanted me to. Thank God my sis loves me, so she always sets me free, and i think dad is gonna make it that way as well, to accept the "Disobey" me.

happy new year and merry xmas~!!!

Couldn't remember how hard i worked for these few weeks, all because it was new year and xmas holiday~and it was so important to all those british, having dinner with family and getting drunk. I almost didn't have day off for 2 to 3 weeks, working everyday to face the crowded restaurant. Yeah i've got good paid, yes i've perfected all my responsibilities during work, and yes i've exhausted myself. Luckily, out of so many working days, i manage to steal some time out when they came to visit me, a bunch of old friends during secondary school.

 It was really necessary to have a break and meet some friends, because continue working restlessly would just weaken me. Usually these celebrations i would be in clubs with sis, but now, i knew sometimes sacrifaction had to be made to enjoy life in another way. Seeing people gathering together was really warming and touching, i wish i could be like them, and i knew i could be like them, anytime, anywhere. Too bad, i was just too emotional at time. I couldn't stop at a point, i wouldn't be happy if i stick at a point for too long. I miss the time when i missed them, so that i would appreciate them when i back to them.